I really don’t understand why I feel like she secretly hates me.
3 days from now, it’s going to be the birthday to one of my niece. And because of the chaos that had happened to us during Father’s day, even if it’s not my fault and if we come to think of it, it’s his fault, the way that his whole family ignore us made us think, it’s our fault.
But Nate, instead of not taking sides, since he was not there, instead talk things and told our other friends about me behind my back. Even during Dad’s birthday, grateful that my friends we’re on my side. As if I am taking sides. I even notice that he ignore Hobbie when he arrived during one Sunday morning and heard him talking to Dad that why his other siblings became alienated and Hobbie was there. And he was blaming us for that?
My POV, if they can’t forgive then it’s their problem, as for Hobbie and I, we can go on and forget that all those things happened and we forgive.
When I went home, as I used to visit Dad at home since it’s my way and now he noticed I was there cos he was making business with them, he asked me why I was there and I just said, I am free. And so he knew it.
Days from now, it’s going to be my niece birthday and I feel like they don’t want me to be there. So it’s okay…It’s fine…. I will give it to them…
I will let my success speak for me… I am more determined and more focus to be successful…and that success will speak for me…